ok so it's a been a month since i arrived in LA & imagine that- i have yet to update my blog. so to all my fans (what up, mom?!) i apologize for my absence, but i'm baaack!
this month has already been a whirlwind of new experiences, emotions, quite a bit of soul searching & general self reflection. i finally realized the reason i haven't posted any updates is because i feel i don't have much to show for my "brave" move yet. since i announced i was moving out here, i feel i've often had to defend my decision and needed all these incredible stories or accomplishments to feel justified. but i don't. i'm letting myself off the hook & allowing things to happen when they're supposed to.
yes, this is a difficult move. i often feel lonely & even a little lost at times. but even in this first month where i still don't know many people, i haven't found "the job", & have no idea what the future holds… i could easily & understandably freak out. i haven't though. yes, i miss my family & friends beyond measure but i still feel this crazy sense of peace that this is right & incredible things are to come. that could be next month, 6 months from now or even longer. we'll see. until then i'm just going to continue taking this one day at a time & enjoy everything in the process.
after all, i have a lot of time to enjoy the beautiful scenery… cause did you know traffic sucks here?
xo
